Michael Jackson's mother faces more questioning Monday from a lawyer for the concert promoter she's suing in her son's death.
Katherine Jackson became "confused and tired" when AEG Live lawyer Marvin Putnam asked her "some pretty complex questions very fast" during his cross examination Friday, her attorney said.
"She was trying to answer the questions the best she could," Jackson lawyer Brian Panish said. "I think maybe she lost her temper a little bit and she tried to restrain herself in a very Christian-like way."
The judge adjourned court two hours early Friday when Jackson told her she needed to rest, but she resumes her testimony in a Los Angeles courtroom Monday morning.
She is the lead plaintiff -- along with Michael Jackson's three children -- in a wrongful death lawsuit against AEG Live. The suit contends the agency is liable in his death because it hired, retained or supervised Dr. Conrad Murray, who is serving a prison sentence for involuntary manslaughter in the pop icon's death.
AEG Live lawyers, who will begin presenting their defense once Katherine Jackson's testimony ends, promised in opening statements 12 weeks ago to show the jury "ugly stuff" to prove that Michael Jackson was responsible for his own death.
Jackson testified that she filed the lawsuit "because I want to know what really happened to my son."
Michael Jackson died on June 25, 2009, from an overdose of a surgical anesthetic administered by Murray, just two weeks before his "This It It" concerts were set to premiere at AEG's O2 Arena in London.
His mother testified she believed her son could have completed the 50 scheduled shows concerts "if they had been spaced out."
She called AEG Live CEO Randy Phillips because she was worried that the schedule didn't give him enough rest between shows.
"I told him Michael can't do those shows, you have to change the schedule," she said. "If they spaced them out, he could have done a million shows."
Last week, jurors appeared to pay close attention, leaning forward and often smiling, as the matriarch of one of the world's most famous entertainment families recounted how she and her husband raised nine children in a tiny Gary, Ind., home. They saw rare home videos of the Jacksons and heard songs Michael wrote for his children.
"I want the jurors to just recognize that there's people involved in this case," Panish said, explaining the significance of the mother's testimony. "We've seen a lot of testimony about numbers and e-mails, but there are people behind it all."
Young Michael was "a sweet little boy," she said, always "sensitive and loving." His mother recounted how 3-year-old Michael held his brother Randy's hand and cried because his younger brother was sick.
Michael's earliest dancing was to the rhythm of a rusty old washing machine. "He was down there dancing while sucking the bottle to the squeaking of the washer," she said.
Michael's first public performance came when he sang "Climb Every Mountain" in a school program when he was just 5, she said.
"He started singing the song, and he sang it with such clarity, not flat or anything. I sat there and cried. He got a standing ovation."
Singing gigs started to pay after Motown artists Gladys Knight & the Pips and The Temptations began hiring the Jackson 5 as opening acts whenever they were performing near Gary, she said. Motown Records founder Berry Gordy Jr. signed the Jackson 5 to a contract, and their first four singles became No. 1 hits, she said.
The family moved to Los Angeles just as "Jackson mania" was breaking out, she said. "There were so many girls around he house I got so tired of it," she said.
Jurors saw a clip of 14-year-old Michael singing "Ben" at the Oscar Awards in 1973. "He liked that song because he liked the rats," his mother said.
She then told a story about discovering her son had a mouse in his pocket during dinner at a Beverly Hills restaurant. "I was very upset with him."
'Everything went dark'
Jackson described when she learned her son had died at the emergency room at UCLA's Ronald Reagan Medical Center.
"Everything went dark and I just started screaming," she said.
Then the children -- Prince, Paris and Blanket -- were told.
"Paris was screaming, looking up at the sky saying 'Daddy, I want to go with you, I can't live without you,' " she testified. "Paris looked at me and asked 'Grandma, where are we going?' I told her 'You're going home with grandma.' "
Paris has had "the hardest time" since her father's death, she said.
"One of my grandchildren told me that she would tell them that she wants to go where her daddy was," she said.
Now 15, Paris has been in a psychiatric facility for treatment since a suicide attempt on June 5.
Jackson lawyers punctuated their presentation with a montage of home videos of Michael Jackson with his children, using a recording of his song "Speechless." Jackson said her son wrote the song about a father's love for his children -- and the lack of words to express it -- in just 45 minutes.
Cross examination by AEG team
Putnam's questioning of Katherine Jackson began when he inquired whether it was her personal decision -- or someone else's -- to file the wrongful death lawsuit.
It was hers alone, she said. She did not discuss it with her husband or grandchildren.
"I've heard a lot of stories," she said. The trial may bring her answers, she hoped.
"I want to know the truth, what happened to him," she said.
Jackson appeared upset, complaining about the suggestions by an AEG Live lawyer last week that her son was broke when he died.
"Because he gave it to charity," she said. "It hurts to sit here and listen to all those things."
She complained to Putnam that AEG Live executives did not call "an outside doctor" to help her son after show director Kenny Ortega told them he needed urgent help in his last days.
"My son needed another doctor, not Dr. Murray," she said.
Jackson then recalled an e-mail written by a top AEG executive referring to Michael Jackson as "the freak" just hours before their company signed the pop icon to a huge concert deal.
"They called him a freak," she said. "They were making fun of him -- 'Finally get a chance to meet the freak.' "
"My son is dead," she said. "He's not here to talk for himself."